I am still here friends. I have crossed over to the next leg of our difficult journey and that was my husband’s surgery. He spent the weekend in the hospital after his surgery on Friday. I got him home yesterday, but have really been trying to take the best care of him as I know how. I have to stay ahead of his pain management and have to figure out the right balance of letting him sleep and getting him to walk.
I am also trying to balance my daughter’s health issues as well as her recovery from her sinus surgery just 2 weeks ago. I now am trying to meet his health needs while still taking care of her and getting her to her doctor appointments as well.
Balance, that is the struggle I have at the moment. Then there is my own personal exhaustion in meeting their health needs. As a result of my exhaustion I can’t find the words that are hiding in my head to be able to write.