Please know I have not forgotten our blog. Mr. T (hubster) had his surgery and after only a few days he began to relapse instead of recover.
We have been at an emergency room since 3:00 this afternoon but we are actually at a second hospital because they weren’t able to help him at hospital 1, but once this test is done we will be going back to hospital 1 with hopefully an easy answer to pain he shouldn’t be having.
I wish I could say this has been an easy journey and that I have done it gracefully but that is far from the truth.
I haven’t slept for over a week. That is a horribly long story and so tired and exhausted don’t begin to describe how I am feeling now.
I told Mr. T tonight that I haven’t slept in so long that I am afraid I will have forgotten how to when I can again.
I thought I would check in since I have to be awake and let you all know I am truly still here.
When life settles down again and my brain functions are back then I can post some real thoughts. Until then, you are at the mercy of my simplistic thinking.
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Published by Heidi Benson
I am a wife, mom, and daughter. I served in the United States Army, went to college, received a Batchelor's Degree in Criminology, homeschooled my daughter every year from start to finish, and now I am currently a daycare teacher's aide (soon to be a two-year-old teacher coming this fall).
I married my husband when he was in the United States Army so I have the unique knowledge of what it is like to be on both sides of a Military uniform.
While we were stationed in Germany, my daughter, who is 24 years old now, was born and I made the difficult decision to put my career on hold to be her mom.
The past 20 years have been wrought with many struggles but as a result of those struggles, this blog was created.
As the years passed and the struggle kept coming, I would say, "I'm not sure why we have to go through all of this, but if we have to then it is my desire to allow my story to serve as a means of encouragement to others so all this pain isn't for nothing."
The years passed and the struggles did not. However, I feel now is the time God wants me to share these stories of hardships with the hopes they provide encouragement to you if you are struggling in the same way. It is my prayer they will serve as a healing opportunity for you.
I want you to know you are not alone. There are others who know where you are and what you are feeling.
Cling to the hope this won't last forever and that God is standing beside you while He holds you up and dries your tears. He is showing you the way, you just need to follow Him.
Big Hugs, Heidi
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