I almost forgot to post something today. This image about love will have to sustain itself until I can find my words again.
The past couple of days have been difficult ones, but I am trying to find my way through the pain and grief of missing my little guy.
I am still trying to find the words I need to process not having him around.
As I am moving along I have found my other dog is now mourning him and is displaying signs of separation anxiety and now I need to be available to help him through the process as well. I was in contact with his veterinarian this morning to see what I can do to help him along his own path of missing his little buddy.
When you have a dog for 17 1/2 years, that is a big void left behind.
This is my precious big boy who also has a huge part of my heart.
He is only 3 years old, so we should have a lot more good years with him.
He is very sensitive and is well in-tuned to emotions so the loss of his brother is taking it’s toll on him now.
It is my hope with every passing day this will get easier and with every passing night I will get more sleep then I have had in the past three months of taking care of my precious little dude.
I will try to write as my words come to me. Right now that is hard, but I know this too shall pass.
I am just going to be honest though and ask for some prayers of peace and comfort in the days ahead. I know God is here and has been, but it has been a very long and hard past couple of months. I am physically, mentally, and emotionally drained.